And I'm sorry. I'm complaining a lot and I hate doing that. Nobody wants to hear me complain. I have an appointment with a hematologist on Monday. One I've been waiting for since......May?? Maybe I can find a way forward from there. But I'm not hopeful.

Just throwing out options, but you might have sleep apnea. Go take a sleep study and see what it gives you.

:c i do hope you get answers /offers hugs i relate to this so damn hard. wasn't made aware that one of my meds causes a b12 deficiency until a friend literally googled it :/ take a multivitamin to help with that, but even then. if my sugars are being a pos that day, i am super tired ._.

I also genuinely hope you can find answers and a way forward. The fact you've been waiting 5 months for this appointment is absurd (I had a similar wait for a GI doc this year). Venting is OK! Medical BS is hard and living like this is a struggle. Sometimes that shout into the void is helpful. 🫂