(gritting my teeth) sometimes heavy exposition is necessary to tell a story as long as it contributes to the scene in a meaningful way it's FINE

I fear I am Telling too much and not Showing enough. but god it's only chapter one. this is just the way it is it's FINE

40???? 40 followers now????

holy shitttttt didn't expect to get followers or rbs... 8 followers isnt a lot but man its smth

SO fucking glad I got the gods done, that's one of the most pressing tasks off my head bc that really informs the world imo

I think... priestess. I think the easiest way for me to write the characters is to think of them as a specific gender, then decide if they're selectable later? like the proxima in my mind is a woman, but as an RO, could be gender selectable when it's all said and done

proxima as a title is soooo sexy, I wish it made sense to use here?? I could probably swing it as closest to the sun i.e god... maybe a religious title? it's a baller word so I think I will. I think I want a priest RO LMAO

I brought a notebook today I'm Prepared

I also have an idea for two other ifs (hit me where it hurts and foolish hearts respectively), but one foot in front of the other!!

if absolutely nothing else, I can definitely use this as good experience for attempting a book again later. I do have ideas for that curse of strahd 1940s old timey detective story too which would b fun to turn into an IF