I wish for good things to come her way, to not be as judgemental and show more grace towards others. Stop trying to give people advice, you're not a therapist, just be there for your friends and listen, they'll figure stuff out. And if it's too much for you? then just be honest about it.

I don't know why she felt the need to put me down? Or didn't consider me one of her "cherished" friends, despite how long we've know each other. but i don't care anymore. Realizing i cherished the friendship a lot more then she did. I don't wish her any ill will, just to learn and be better.

just rambling but, i think for myself being able to do this is also helping me recover from my friendship breakup? we played ff a lot together, I knew about ff before because I have other friends who have been wanting me to play, but she got me into it , but she also bullied me on it a lot.

If you fail? so what, you learn from it and what you need to work on! harder content isn't anything to be afraid of or be elitist about. it's a game after all and games are supposed to be fun! if harder stuff isn't for you that's fine too! just don't let anyone hold you back from trying something

And i know a lot of people are so depreciative to others or just give a long list of stuff they need to do before they are "ready" but really, you'll never be "ready". I had it so built up, but it wasn't that bad? if you're afraid of doing the harder stuff, just do it anyways <3

From a gaming perspective, I think getting that clear will really boost my confidence! ( I feel like it already has). Getting better at playing FF has been a goal I've been working towards and this is a big milestone for me <3

I think i've also gotten to the point where i'm not gonna get carried? I want to do my part to help out the team and really learn how to do stuff! however it's also my friends and friends friends who I've been told are really nice people. so, not like I'm gonna get yelled at if I mess something up.

just been working really hard towards it, even going in PF with random people. who have surprisingly been really kind and have worked with me to learn the mechanics! I don't have them on here but Monikas a real one <3 also not just spite, I want to do it for myself and also...i want that bike...

I got to enrage in M1! My friend said I could participate in their static and I'm so pumped about it! I've been practicing my rotation and reading the guild over and over again lol I've been told savages and ex's are "too hard for me". I'm gonna get that clear and show them I can do this!

Back from Sweden! There were so many whimsical buildings in Stockholm, one in particular is this little house at Terrassen 16. It was longer but now only 1/5 remains, like a leftover slice of bread. It inspirited this painting. I can totally see Kiki and Jiji living here with their cat family ❤️