I see groups of queer friends and family and my heart aches for that kind of community but I can't figure out how to make that happen. Maybe I'm just too weird and anxious

it can genuinely be so hard, I promise it's not just you. But I'm so sorry you're struggling to find community right now. I swear a big chunk of it is luck more than anything 🥲

i took a collage class today for socialization. there were 7 people there. near the end i realized i had barely spoken a word.