I just want you to know I love your art. I am so in awe of it I think I will never stop staring at it (as a bandori fan and a fan of everything else you listed in bio)
I am going to try to sleep really soon please please please sleeeeeeep body sleep.....I should never have attempted to treat today as "normal" when I woke up feeling half as bad as I did when I went to sleep once I "wake up" it's so hard to shut my brain down sickness or sleep deprivation, etc
I honestly don't think I ever will be either despite my dream of being a professional artist
I needed 2 days of rest not just 5 hours of rest www I can try resting for a few more hours but the way I keep waking up with panic like I can't breathe indicates my sleep will be very unlikely to happen
I honestly do not feel well enough to do anything....I wish I could have just rested yesterday
if I don't sleep all weekend then I will draw all weekend
I wonder if it matters if I am there or not. There are times I don't know if I really have any need to be anywhere. Doesn't everything go the same way either way? I feel like I need to keep reevaluating what is important to me because I end up feeling I have misunderstood something along the way