I don't think I've ever been able to hold focus in such a strong way for myself, but I get where you're at there, for sure. I'm defo the exact polar opposite rn of motivated but blank. I hope you hit a point where the experimentation and exploration feels warranted and ready! 🫶 The wolves are mean.

I've sort of got help because I'm doing a course, I literally can't do anything until it's done so there's no point in making myself feel bad, and yet 💀