Rararin nui... you will finally be home

Mail today ?!?! YAHOOOOO some little goodies I have waited for shall ARRIVE

Obligatory change to spooky hachin bc spooky hachin has been my favorite since he was BIRTHED

And I think taking coms so I can enjoy the holo round 1 collab is the most funniest thing for me to do nyahahaha why ever take coms for IMPORTANT THINGS that's why I make sure to work hard at work too ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

I just hope getting some stuff off my chest and posting it into the void will help idk relieve something and maybe I can find joy in drawing again.

Hopefully none of that comes out sounding awful but like dhsjdjf I'm just tired of feeling different and ostracized within my own friends. Like if that's the way it is then my god I am gonna do my best to go as far as I can with what I can do.

Funny self proclaimed title aside I've contemplated making a vtuber model just for fun things anyway, nothing serious so maybe ill get back to it. I made a design but maybe just my normal song would be better for now until I get used to being me once more

I think I've sacrificed enough for others, time to be the real selfish famous virtual pripara idol I am.

I actually really want to do things again and with people and I want to draw and enjoy things again!!

It's has just been difficult I think mentally to recover after the past few years, and amongst other things happening I feel like most times I just get overwhelmed by a lot of past things it prevents me to do a lot now.