I’m thinking I should keep that sensitive NSFW art to myself next time, huh? (Sigh)
And there goes even more self-confidence because I believe the place I shared it in wasn’t the right place. Yipp-fucking-ee.
Aaand it flopped when I posted it. No sense of validation that I did good, but I guess that’s just me. Huh.
I can see that. I do have trouble with nuance, sometimes, but I also have nuance in situations where others don’t, if that makes sense? Won’t get to into it. All I know is if I do pursue yumeship, I’d need someone to pull me out if I end up making myself worse. Lucky to have supportive parents.
As for the fictional character I want real; penname character. Extremely wise, full of hope, always willing to guide others to a brighter path... I feel I could use that right now.
Yeah. I guess the real problem is when you rely on fictional characters to talk and therefore your people-social skills deteriorate. I’ve been okay at talking to people. I just want to feel okay liking Plumeria, y’know? Never felt ready for a committed relationship, so friends it is.
Y’know, I have the same concerns, just for my potential yumeship; that no one would accept it and it could be harmful. Escapism, I believe it’s called. I applaud you for being confident enough. I know I wish one of my characters was real—not for love, but for comfort and advice.
Melty :)
IT FUCKING WORKS I FINISHED SOME ART I’VE NEVER FELT SO PROUD OF MYSELFFF 💪💪💪
Already feeling ready to draw while watching MoistCr1TiKaL. 💪
