... get some of the cost reduced first. she's also going to trade in his truck and her car and get a newer (not new) car for herself since hers is like 12 years old now. anyway. plus obviously the reduced cost of groceries and water. thankfully she doesn't want to move. anyway. i'm tired and sad so

lol. idk what hit me but like i was gonna go to bed and then i just. felt so fucking sad. so i called out of work today. i've been doing really good in work terms, i haven't missed any time since that one thursday and was hoping i could hold out this week bc next week we have a holiday but. oh well