Bc singing is easy and I have fun doing it to the point of not noticing that I’m doing it. I think that’s the best way to learn. Hospo on the other hand is easy but i feel I have to pretend a lot of the time and although I also do that when performing, it feels effortless…natural.

If it feels natural maybe IM not actually pretending. It’s me, or a version me. A vulnerable version of me.