playing like a dragon and it is a bit surreal. the mall where I had my first job is an escape room.

at some point the paranoia and empathy article will come out, maybe. because it is at that point and it is… traumatic even as a bystander.at some point the paranoia and empathy article will come out, maybe. because it is at that point and it is… traumatic even as a bystander.

watching the dynamics of my book play out in the worst possible way on an academic listserv for over 24 hours is horrific.watching the dynamics of my book play out in the worst possible way on an academic listserv for over 24 hours is horrific.

the big change seems to be that the biosimilar still has the ingredient that makes the medication extremely painful to inject which is making me super mad. And the inclusion of plastic thing over the entire glass syringe, so about 3x as much waste. this sucks.the big change seems to be that the biosimilar still has the ingredient that makes the medication extremely painful to inject which is making me super mad. And the inclusion of plastic thing over the entire glass syringe, so about 3x as much waste. this sucks.

they are moving me to a biosimilar but it uses the same protein so I am hoping it is a smooth transition.they are moving me to a biosimilar but it uses the same protein so I am hoping it is a smooth transition.

(and even when it doesn't lash out in all directions, there is a fear that it might)(and even when it doesn't lash out in all directions, there is a fear that it might)

the other side is the loss of the original perpetrator in a world of denial of gravity (not the event). It means that everything then becomes a threat of the next wave and so the violence lashes out in all directions maybe? I'm spitballing? is that what this is called?the other side is the loss of the original perpetrator in a world of denial of gravity (not the event). It means that everything then becomes a threat of the next wave and so the violence lashes out in all directions maybe? I'm spitballing? is that what this is called?

that is exactly it. the goal is to erase the ability to speak up about what happened to Them. As long as there is someone left who can remind people it can't be real, because they lived. and then we have to contend with a diminished population not having a loud enough voice of memory/language loss.that is exactly it. the goal is to erase the ability to speak up about what happened to Them. As long as there is someone left who can remind people it can't be real, because they lived. and then we have to contend with a diminished population not having a loud enough voice of memory/language loss.

I think my commitment to the concept of bare life/homo sacer is showing though.I think my commitment to the concept of bare life/homo sacer is showing though.

maybe. I think the part that catches me is it is false denial because there is a celebration of the people who deserve it being killed, especially en masse. So maybe I am just reacting to the word denial because it feels more like minimizing the importantce and/or a denial of the humanity of others.maybe. I think the part that catches me is it is false denial because there is a celebration of the people who deserve it being killed, especially en masse. So maybe I am just reacting to the word denial because it feels more like minimizing the importantce and/or a denial of the humanity of others.