But I want to do better than the people who threw me into the deep end and said "this job is hard and you're going to fail, because everyone fails, haha get ready for abuse, kiddo".

I'm immensely looking forward to seeing your end results here!

i'm extremely intrigued by what you've laid out here! if i can do anything to help you get there, like testing stuff or just being a rubber duck, let me know and i'll do what i can!