I was into spirituality more seriously a few years ago and had some insights without substances, but I was a bit off mentally + fasting + sleep deprived at the time - so either I was just plain crazy or I was more attuned to those forces, idk

I do appreciate the enthusiasm for it but on the one hand growing up in the 90s and early 2000s meant that at home my parents were accepting of ritual use of drugs I also had to go to high school during the DARE program. My scrying incident took place the night before I had to take a pledge to be