what he wanted, the ending of everything he had started. he smiles solemnly, still staring at kuroo’s back which is even further away. /he’s never gonna come back, is he/ what they had before is something that would never come back, tsukishima should tear his eyes away but he can’t-

and it’s bittersweet; that everything hurts more than it should. He started this, he wanted this outcome but everything just seems wrong and it’s all in his hands; the pain, the suffering and simply everything is because of him. he should laugh, laugh in pity because now he doesn’t want it,-