Now to just. Decide what to do with the rest of my day.
Yāknow what. Actually. Itās not due until Thursday and Iāve already done like. 7 things of homework today alone. Iām done for today. Thatāll be a tomorrow me issue.
Okay so I think they had been there. Iām pretty sure I saw them back before she left for Italy. Now that I think about it. I counted them Iām pretty sure. And if Iām just putting that in my head then so be it. In any case. She seems. Fine. I guess. Iām probably overreacting as usual.
Sheās gonna drink whether or not I try and stop her. And sheās still mostly functional. Sheās still cooking and cleaning and shit. So like. Until sheās back to being useless Iām gonna try not to worry.
And also like. At this point I donāt know if it even matters? And like. Maybe I can convince myself they were already there. She basically saw me look at them and didnāt get rid of them afterwards so like.
Like. I get that this is Agathaās show and weāre taking this detour to bring him in for the eventual young avengers or whatever series movie show whatever. But like. Psychologically. Thatās gotta do SOMETHING to your brainpan.
Okay but. And I know this is very ~male centering~ of me. But like. Iām FASCINATED by the idea of a person who is aware theyāre not /really/ a person. The product of a fucking (dead, mind you) robot and a (also dead now) witch. A thing that should absolutely not exist.
Em was overseas for ten days. Sheās allowed to sleep later than usual. Sheāll get up when she feels like it. This doesnāt mean sheās drinking again. Her listening to her shows all day by her headphones isnāt a bad sign either. Sheās fine. Itās FINE.
Hey. Shush. Stop. Weāre not doing that rn. Weāve got work. Do yer job.