Then as we moved to different cities, would give me more flak about my work life and availability than previous partners even had. Mate, you were a big part of my life and let's face it I loved you, you were a best mate. But I broke, and you were a part of that. Yea I'm a cunt, but so are you.
What I don't get is why? We're 40, we're too old for this kind of hang up. This is a guy who in our teens was full force swinging a medieval sword at me while I'm under his bed to avoid it. In adulthood would borrow sums of money with no intention of repaying.
We both said some pretty shitty things, in the end I blocked him everywhere. Over the years he's popped up on various socials to throw slander about in public forums here and there, and blocking continues. Currently making new Bluesky accounts just to call me a cunt.
I had an old school friend in another town, I unfortunately drifted away as I got older and came out, figuring out my new life post the straight masking. We had a big falling out based around my responsiveness due to shift work, sleep schedules, life commitments and my own unstable mental state.
Every time I lose control of my weight and have to trim back down it gets harder and harder. Nearly two weeks in to 20/4 fasting, along with between 100-200 push ups and squats through the day, and I'm still at the same fucking weight as when I started. Shit's fucked.
ALT: a black and white drawing of a cat standing next to a pile of objects
As someone who's incredibly time poor, I despise the time it takes to cook, and even more so cleaning afterwards.
Holy block evasion, Batman! You're right we disconnected on poor terms, but our disagreements were about my work schedules and available times, my in person life while in a different city, my mental capacities, and how shit a person I am. None of that's changed fwiw.
It's such an incredible shame that Kate Mulgrew and Patrick Stewart don't do international circuits anymore. They're both such amazing people and played such influential roles through my growing up. I regret very much not being able to meet them at a convention and grab photos in suit.
Watch Shield Hero I'm told. "It's not a hero harem anime!" I'm told. It's a lolicon hero harem anime.