hard to not feel extremely bitter sometimes ngl
I feel like I'll never be stable enough to not be so extremely lonely anymore 😔 It used to be that people could tolerate me but I looked weird and wrong. I finally feel like I'm myself and I've never been lonelier. I suppose nobody likes the real me... That's ok, I can cope with that. I tried...
I HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO FIND HELP AND THE PAIN IS TOO UNBEARABLE TO EVERYONE WHO ACTS DISAPPOINTED IN ME BECAUSE I WANT TO LEAVE, BUT REFUSES TO HELP ME STAY: YOU MAKE ME FEEL WAY WORSE. NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS ANYTHING I WANT. STOP SAYING I WANT THIS. I WANT HELP. HELP ME
Tried to commit suicide during a particularly nasty meltdown. Ended up in a fight with my ex while messed up after my attempt, he didn't care one bit and called the cops on me. Got taken to hospital and sent to a homeless shelter. I'm not welcome back home. I would like a hug.
Hey hey, so uhh- anybody wanna flip a sample with me? 🥺 👉👈
Hate being a bearer of bad news, but I am now nearing my limits of having a safety net due to exhaustion of funds and with threats of being homeless. This is the lowest I have ever been in life. Any help, small or large, reposting or direct help, will be greatly appreciated.
I despise asking for help in such situations, but if anyone reads this that is generous enough, my Ko-Fi is listed below as any donation would be much appreciated and helpful. ko-fi.com/jasperfuchs
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This is the kind of shameless straight-up borderline energy I wish I could ever get away with IRL :' )
