Like so far that's the second time someone has called me the n word in that community, but the first time I was called it multiple times by diff ppl this time this guy had a slur list and just raffled that shit off in my inbox like ok all on anon too

I won't share what that person said to me cos it's outrageous but I just need people to believe black players when we say people are being racist towards us that's all.

I should become a full fledged dnd & in general OC artist and just focus my attention to that. Then again like. The xiv ppl who follow me on here are not bad! At all! It's just ....my goodness everywhere else is hell.

Before I head off. So far this is the only app where I haven't been violently racially attacked by someone from the FFXIV community ! Wow the bare minimum. Sighing ok goodnight.

ahhh ok im gonna focus on ocs and stuff for tonight! i think still im just feeling bad from incidents w other ppl who arent my friends anymore that weren't my fault earlier this year & last year that have been making me feel p bad. i just want to draw and relax :'< also wanna delete twt again fhsgk

Ughh I might ask on my main but idk if I will even get an answer, I feel defective man

clawing my eyes out

its only called drama by ppl who arent affected by it

ppl rly gotta stop calling racism drama

Never had a character who has given me this big of a chokehold since velvet crowe. Sebastian solace hits all the right things for me so much so i made an oc JUST to ship him with