It’s wild how nice the ed community is here like I instantly got so many people following me on this account and interacting but on my art account literally no one
Anyways I guess that bingeing was cause I was getting sick so maybe it was a good thing?
Idk I feel like whenever I start getting under 110 I have some kinda mental block that makes me binge till I gain again it’s weird
That and I can try all these crash diets from old Japanese magazines I have lol- tho some of them are kinda insane
Tomorrow I’ll try to just do art and homework and eat small meals I want to restrict more but I know that’ll just make me binge again if I try to fast or something
Idk what’s going on with me but I binged again today 🫠 maybe I’m taking midterms stress out on food
About to get my blood drawn let’s gooo (free calories burnt)
Fair warning I talk to everyone like we’ve been best friends of 10 years
I just binged and it’s literally for the most stupid reason- I have to fast for bloodwork and I reactive panicked and ate I feel so stupid. 2k cals because fasting 12 hrs (which I do every day) scared me. Maybe I’ll just fast a full 24hrs to make up for it…
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