This headache and nausea hit me like a Mack truck filled with adder-all and booze in a downpour and hasn’t stopped since it started. which was 1am last night ,when little miss Houdini got out through the living room window.
This little girl is too much. I came in here to lay down bc I still don’t feel well and she curled up by my feet like “ listen mom, you ain’t finna go to sleep without me are you?!”
Getting married according to the government means you’re no longer disabled.. like saying “I do “ makes it alllll just.. disappear.🫠 make it make sense bc I don’t fockin get it! That 💩 is forever gonna piss me th e F off. Like saying “ I do just magically makes your disability just disappear. What?🤔
🎵I used to float… now i just fall down..🎶
Honestly after all this crap is over I’m becoming a ghost bc I’m honestly exhausted being an adult and very over stimulated with bullshit living in this crappy apartment. Yes I’m greatful I have a roof over my head but still. I don’t do well in society at all.
I don’t even know why I bother asking my family for help. They just overlook or ignore me.
Nausious and a headache so I’m trying to take it easy
This whole thing has me seriously depressed and the fact that I may lose my best friend over a non existent document is crazy! I CANNOT STAND how the US treats the disabled in this country! And if I had the money I’d move out of the US!