I was on T for 10 years and had already tapered down to low-dose topical (which i already had gaps in using because of pharmacy problems) so after getting laid off and losing insurance i just said "fuck it, most of the changes i wanted already happend and are permanent (facial hair, voice drop) soo"

because i have top surgery and 99.9% of my dysphoria revolved around my chest, the weight redistribution doesn't bother me much so long as i'm still flat (and god knows i like my ass) but the single WORST part of going off of it is my fucking period. if i had a hysto it'd be NBD i think