I should probably say something eloquent but all my brain is doing right now is "Aaaaaaaaah!!!! 😱😱😁😁🎉"

Thanks mate, yeah, I'm not motivated by money but I'm definitely not enjoying having to be on unemployment, it doesn't even cover the rent... Really bad times. Keeping the faith and my skills for later in the year 🙏🏻 here's hoping for us all!

It's awful. Hard watching everyone else in the pits with us too. :(

Note to self: post here more. I wish I had something happy to say, but I'm honestly just depressed. Months without work - editing or any kind - being turned down for normal jobs I can do in my sleep - feel like I have little purpose anymore. I know that's not true but it's very hard.

Unexpected Yule gift to myself by passing my grading for yellow belt! I didn't know it was a grading until I was presented with my paperwork 😅💛🥋 #jujitsu#jiujitsu

Not sure how I'm supposed to read a film 🤔

Applying for "normal" jobs and trying not to feel like I've failed, even though I know it's super tough in the industry right now. I need to be able to pay my rent. 😭

Well, I think it could've gone better, I was a bit shit on one of the tech questions. But I think I was ok on the rest, could've been far worse.

Well the test says not covid, so looks like winter is just being winter - gonna dose myself up to the gills on Lemsip and power through 💪🏻

Nooooo I'm going down with a cold the night before my interview 😭 C o v i d testing tomorrow morning, obvs, with time to call off if needed.