Sometimes i wake up at 3 am in a cold sweat imagining someone saying, "if you actually cared you would have made it a priority" And then I panic set 17 more alarms for everything

“You’re late because you don’t respect my time.” I used to feel so guilty and now I just want to shout FUCK YOU to those people.

I'm going to queue up that Chidi .gif that says 'I am going to start -crying-' and let it play on loop for 45 minutes in hopes that it can at least scratch the surface of how hard I feel this.

undiag adhd + undiag sleep apnea was a trip in college "wait I set all these alarms how did I sleep thru them"undiag adhd + undiag sleep apnea was a trip in college "wait I set all these alarms how did I sleep thru them"

whew.... ooof. sigh.