And I’m not trying to honk my own horn here, I’m not like, the greatest writer ever or anything. But I’m decent! I’ve read many many books better than mine, but I’ve read a few worse ones, too. I used to wonder how they got published I didn’t. So it’s weird sometimes to be glad I didn’t lol

In an ideal world, there’s part of me that still would like to publish, to have my books read and loved and have fans. But we’re not in that ideal world and, frankly, who am I kidding? I’m too scared these days even to show my books to my closest friends lolsob