Kinda hate myself a little

I graduate in 10 hours and I still feel nothing but regret and shame about it lol

Honestly might fail a class. Not really sure what I'll do if I fail it, but I don't have the money for any more school lol

The last job interview I got was for my internship last year, 14 months ago I graduate on friday, successfully having a 0% response rate for my 300+ job applications, hooray!

Great things are happening while horrible things are happening. It's so overwhelming I'm kinda shutting down. I just need to be around friends again.

That would be great aaa

Honestly I can guarantee their resume is leagues better than mine, so that's kinda reassuring hfjfj

I miss calling my dad, talking to him about photography, asking him about his projects, going hiking with him I feel like I never really got to know him, I'd do anything to have that back

Literally wouldn't change anything whether I graduate or not

Ok what if I just failed my classes and didn't graduate this quarter because my degree is completely worthless