imma be honest with you chat i want to write fics so achingly bad but every paragraph makes me want to rip my hair off because i could be better than this. i used to write better than this. why am i losing touch. is it bc i am busy with work? now the mere thought of starting alr gets me discouraged

wanted to write smth as a bday gift for myself and i should've started now so i could finish on time but well..... let's just see