Well, last doc seemed to understand but had to switch to a new one this year, and trying to clarify that “my thoughts are unbearably loud except for right after I take my meds, which knocks me out” is kinda difficult, esp because I feel like I need a higher dosage tbh, but it’s kinda hard to be …

So I'm a psych prescriber, and for what it's worth, it sounds to me like you need a higher dose. Which med is it, if you don't mind sharing?

… like, we haven’t been seeing each other for six months, can you give me more of the incredibly restricted meds, i promise im not doing anything bad