To boil this all down now that I'm calm: I just wish I had gotten the support I needed as a kid. I wish my childhood could've been something other than a repository of trauma.
I’m so sorry to hear, it definitely feels like having the support would mean all the difference in the world, especially in our most vulnerable years. I struggle similarly as well, but it may help to know that you’re not alone 🫂
Never too late to relive your childhood without those traumas, kittenbot. <3 And a lot of us here will support you in this. :3
I definitely know that feeling all too well. Hopefully things are better for you now~