I accidentally stayed up 23 hours yesterday AND slept in today, so my day off only got to be 8ish hours long. Back to the work week in 6 hours!

I just want to have the energy and time to be able to work on things and have good things come about. I’m hoping that’ll happen. We’ll see.

I should be several hours asleep already for another short shift at work an hour away. But my body is struggling with all the adjustments both physically and mentally. I’m many hours until I’d normally sleep. It’s rough.

I can’t let this account just become a “this is where I complain” account But,

I now have a job that pays and has benefits but the trade off is I now have no life and will probably work to death. At least my family is proud!!!

The only reason they don’t work people more than 99 is because the timekeeping system breaks at 100 hours…

Being told I might work 99 hour weeks in the holiday season just has me like Huh Wh

so tired.... i would go to bed but then i'd have to wake up and go to work. man.

The best way to make clear the unknown is to communicate. However, this requires talking to people, most likely about how you feel, so I will Not be doing this probably