An older Zoo said to me today: "Brain is only ego, it's mostly the way that keeps you down". That left a big impression on me. For the most of my life I only listened to my brain, not my heart, made "rational" decisions and being miserable. From now on I will follow my heart. #zoothoughts
How we treat our fellow living beings, regardless of their kind, defines our society. #zoothoughts
I really want get back into riding, but not because of the sport. I hope long-term this will help me to generally have more experience with horses (not in a sexual way) and maybe help me to find a job in this field and/or help me to have my "own" in the future...
Thinking of speaking about my #zoophilia to my therapist. It's hard not to talk about it when the matter of discussion is for example, my needs or wishes or plans for the future which are intertwined with my love for horses. But I'm a little bit worried about his reaction.
I feel like there is a lack of space for zoophiles, I know that when I was first introduced into the topic around 2011, there was plenty of room, even like old school irc chats and generally much more interaction. Nowadays at least in the german scene everything is pretty much dead as it seems.
What many people get wrong about #Zoophilia is the focus on the act, for me, at least, it's not important, more so just being with horses, of course if the opportunity arises and I find a mare which is also interested in me, if would take it, but in general I could life without it, no doubt.
I saw a dove falling from a tree, she hurt herself, I put her in a box with some blankets and now waiting for animal welfare to pick her up.
Rainy day, feels like summer is gone now for good here in Germany...