Oh good, I'll just wait for fever and convulsions because all those other symptoms are just the cost of living this life.

If i bought food on Oct 1, it's been eaten by Oct 8. :(

Nothing like doing front squats after a long break to ruin one's thoracic mobility.

Me to professor: "You weren't supposed to GRADE these papers!"

"Babel" by RF Kuang - uses a unique magic system against mid-1800's Oxford to explore themes of colonialism, class, and the inherent racism that colors both. I don't want to put it down, but it's heavy and sometimes I have to to let a scene sit with me.

Then the mammogram tech gave me a Breast Cancer Awareness tote bag after my mammo. I said "Sweet! Squish swag!" and she started laughing, saying she's going to call it that for the rest of the month. And now, I feel better. I almost feel good.

Sometimes it's stupid shit that breaks an anxiety vortex. My anxiety today was at a recent high due mostly to various work related things.

Husband: It's weird that you got merge conflicts there. Me: I keep telling you that GitHub is haunted and you keep not believing me.

Some people buy fancy bags and expensive shoes. I have two (2) Eleiko women's barbells.

Slowing learning backend development while also working on my front end tickets means managing PRs across 3-4 repos right now and my head is an out of control carousel. Complete with doot doot music.