I never had friends growing up, I had people who wanted something from me. There's something still in my head that tells me that in order for someone to want to be my friend, they want something from me other than just friendship. It's... kinda hard. I'm always expecting my 2 friends and, to an 1/2

my fiance to want something from me. Whether that be video games, my siblings as dating partners, my collectables, money, to give them favors, etc. I know that this is a depressing post, but I needed it off my chest. 2/2