idk, i wish i knew how to meet people irl when you you’re embarrassingly straight edge. like i promise i’m fun i just don’t drink or do drugs because i’m a coward! its fully on me! i just want a meaningful life and career where i’m not literally sick and tired every day.

i probably need a BA and a ***** and that should do it. anyways who has 100,000 that i can use to feel human and defeated an eating disorder.

nothing i do in life is memorable, everything i do is forgettable, i have no real skills. i’m gonna die early (it won’t be suicide at least) and no one will care, what a life.

like, damn, my life is AWFUL rn and no one can even say anything above “well at least your alive i guess”. having a pulse really is all i’ve got going for me, i live a completely nothing existence otherwise. i just exist and i am totally stuck beyond doing just that. i fucking hate this!

oh and i might have a nut allergy too which is just fucking stupid

size 8 and 1/4 fitted hats that they don’t really sell in public. i just wish i had a normal size head 😔.

loving me means i will just ask you to do this from time to time even if you’re aware of this already, in both platonic and romantic contexts.

like i feel like i’m a whore for showing them to nearly anyone who asks, but they’re mine and i love them so much 😭

my GI health is in shambles and knowing i can’t bottom is ruining my mental health. it’s making me feel like i was pre transition. i feel so powerless.

i won’t feel bad about that because i don’t feel bad about it. if you’re a terf reading this take my advice.