Not trying to find consolation whatsoever, just something that’s been bugging me for a bit and I needed to yap this out of my system. May we all one day be at peace and be able to express ourselves freely, my queer friends.
Pretty ironic to talk about this on pride month, but, hey, or maybe this is just the right time to talk about it. Maybe it’s the month where I can be… not-so-closetedly closeted. Maybe this month I will have the balls to wear colors without worrying if people will find out which way do I swing.
For an instance, my irls can tend to be homophobic, hence why I am closeted. Sometimes, there are moments where I feel super conscious of wearing something with rainbows on it, like phone wallpapers or keychains. I’m afraid of them finding out because I know how they feel about queers.
Is it just me or is it so hard to come across an ND & queer irl? Or is it just my environment that’s not so friendly for either, especially the latter… but it’s so hard to shrug off the feeling that I’m different and I have to hide who I truly am out of fear people might see me differently.
Tuhan tuh kalo mau jadiin gw bahan tontonan/bercandaan bisa gak ngasih gw barang sehari aja buat istirahat gw gak bisa hidup gw dijadiin slapstick terus
Gak jadi ngerasa refreshed bgst pagi-pagi bala dibikin kesel satu rumah sama baru naikin kaki ke Grab baju ketumpahan saos tomat padahal pake kemeja PUTIH
@sunday.nime.cc Gak follow udah gak sayang ya
Been awhile since I woke up early and feeling so refreshed on a weekday. Turns out an 11-hour sleep was all I need. Nggak tau abis hari ini butuh tidur berapa lama tapi. :classic: