If you could ever find it used at a gamestop or local gameshop, you could always try buying one and seeing how it works and if you don't like it, you can return it. Likewise, maybe you could ask a store cashier about if they take returns if it just doesn't work out for you?

Yeah I could try tho admittedly pretty hard finding a store that doesn't have a strict return policy cause most of em expect it back unopened But I'll see if I can find a workaround