It really hurts that this is how things have to go. Sometimes life gives you lemons and sometimes it throws you to the ground and beats you within an inch of your own life. Thank you all again for your support and I hope I can see you all again in the future Keep spreading Chaos ~Rhoux

--What about my subscription?-- If you wish to cancel your subscription to my channel, I completely understand and support your choice. I hope that if I return to streaming in the future that I can earn back your support once more.

If someone needs me to stream for them, I will gladly provide for them as they need but I will not be doing anymore personal streams nor will I stream alongside other streamers I'm playing with. I will only stream on an "as needed" basis going forward.

--What does this mean for D&D?-- I will continue streaming our D&D adventures. People are counting on me to continue those streams and I have no intention of letting them down.

So, until I'm in a better position and more financially stable, I have to sideline the things I love to do. I can't thank you all enough for the support you've given.

Despite the subscriptions and support, Twitch won't pay me unless I'm making at least $50 every month, and that's certainly not enough to live off of.

So, I need to take an indefinite leave from most of my streaming. I need to find a new job, one that's more stable, pays more, and allows me to continue living. As much as I would love to keep streaming and entertaining everyone, I don't make any money from this.

Because this job is my primary, and frankly only, source of income as well as my source of all kinds of insurance, losing all that...I can't afford it.

Just this week they let go of someone in my department and business has been in a steady decline for years. Needless to say, I don't know if I'll have a job in the next year or hell, even the next 6 months if things continue.

The first and biggest question in sure many of you want to know is: where are the streams? And the truth is, I haven't been able to do them. I work a full time job outside of streaming and the business has not been going well.