i belong to many groups which would be the first in line for the firing squad. that is why i am trying to think abt this seriously and continue to question and engage despite the very intense, demeaning and degrading punishment people like me receive for questioning and challenging liberal orthodoxy

All due respect, you did not answer my question. And you are not challenging anything, let alone "liberal orthodoxy". This is the real world, with real consequenses & only one side of the actual equasion is threatening you with deportation. If you don't care, cool. But please understand the stakes