It's hard not to feel self-conscious when I fangirl scream but friends in the same fandom don't reflect that energy -_- Sometimes I feel lonely fangirling by myself, but I think I feel lonelier being the odd one out.

I remember I admired this one artist, but in her profile she said she doesn't like ppl who just tweet "aaaa'" and keyboard smash (me). I felt self-conscious about it for a bit but decided, eh, whatever. But I'll just hide that in a corner lol (other accs)