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🏳️‍⚧️Doc Ridley 🇵🇷
@saintridley.bsky.social
Writer, translator, medievalist, video game player, kinky, streamer, polyam, boricua, trans, lesbian.
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Oh hey, I figured out logging in again

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Jey uso holding his head in distress.

Captioned: me when these roads are getting plowed and I’m not
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Having feelings about this old picture of me and the time lost.

A photo of Summer, age 19
This was almost half a lifetime ago. But when I look at this picture today, you know what I see? I see me. I see Summer, getting a chance to come out of her shell and be part of the world for a little bit before I put her away again for a while. At the time, I couldn't see her, me, for who she/I was.

But look at this girl. There's a light in her eyes. There's an uncertainty in her pose, but at the same time there's a defiance, as if to say "I'm still new to all this, but I am here. I belong here."

I sometimes wonder what would have been had I recognized myself back then.

a part of me aches for her because she deserved better than to be put away so many times until I was ready to see that she was me and I was putting myself away every time I put her away. It's been 5 years since I realized that I couldn't keep putting her away now, and almost 3 years since I fully embraced that she really is me. And all I want is to make up for all the time she lost.
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Having a bit of trouble getting out of bed and upright after tweaking my lower back at work today. So that’s fun

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Driver’s license is updated and holy fuck does it feel good to see this

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Tonight has confirmed something I’ve suspected for months: my hormone balance now means I am incapable of an orgasm from penile stimulation. It has to be from prostate stimulation. Felt good to finally get that 6 month drought taken care of.

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Y'all. They bounce now. They BOUNCE! I have jiggle physics!

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Time for a party in Baldur's Gate 3, and you're invited! Also time to fuck up some gnolls and maybe some other stuff too. twitch.tv/saintridley

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After a very rough go of attempting to rescue the druid last night, I am back to try and finish the job. Let's play Baldur's Gate 3 with the girls! Me, Karlach, Shadowheart, and Lae'zel! twitch.tv/saintridley

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Once more I go to Faerun to explore, kill baddies, and smash my companions! It's Baldur's Gate time! twitch.tv/saintridley

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🏳️‍⚧️Doc Ridley 🇵🇷
@saintridley.bsky.social
Writer, translator, medievalist, video game player, kinky, streamer, polyam, boricua, trans, lesbian.
100 followers166 following137 posts