A side effect of being with such a concentrated amount of creatives, at least at this moment on bsky, is that y'all make me want to make stuff All The Time. I love it. it reminds me of when I was in college...*indecipherable mumbles* years ago~

there's a few games I got for free that, after learning about them, I wish I could give back frfr, lol. like, whenever the day comes they try to give us HWL for free, that's a hard heck no from me lmfao.

I'd like to make a living doing at least one of those things to be completely transparent, but I don't know. I'm willing to go for it at least, and see what happens. I think every trans girl deserves the ability to just fucking go for it, especially after not being able to for years, even decades.

like, I don't know what the fuck I really wanna do b/c I'm just now getting to a place where I feel like I can think about it somewhat seriously, but I know that I had a blast making a shitpost earlier today. I know that I enjoy streaming. I know that I want to spend more time creating cool stuff.

when I first got on sm after coming out, there was the awkward exploration of trans twitter lmfao. then the "education," opinion, and rage phase, which got me the bulk of my followers tbh. but then that wore me down a lot and I wanted to pivot, but it was too late. so now I can just... not do that.

this is fun! just me being gay on main lmfao. I do not miss what I mostly did before. not that I don't care about stuff. I def do, and I always will. but god damn is talking about stuff like that exhausting. soo many others are much better writers than me. I'd rather boost and support them, tbh.

I'm not even a guy shipper like that frfr. shonen anime just stay "accidentally" writing some of the most obvious m/m ships possible.

Jushiro and Shunsui would be such an organic and cute couple... if they weren't stuck in a no homo headass anime lmfao. I've been enjoying this last leg of bleach, but whoo boy do they do *all* the shonen things, lol.

New update about the car and our next funding goal. I'd appreciate boosting! Thank you all! gofund.me/2fd54581

one thing I forgot about editing, or honestly any timeline related creative work, is how much time you spend hearing the same shit over and over and over again lol. I legit had a lot of fun, though!~ even if it don't pop off, just making something was incredibly enjoyable. it's been far too long.