going from having nothing to lose your whole life to having everything to lose is simultaneously exciting and incredibly terrifying. for the first time in my life i built something im proud of and im just waiting for someone to snatch it all away :/

“don’t get too attached” “don’t hold on to things that would crush you if it was gone” it’s hard to overcome that mentality after years and years of living this way but at the same time i would rather embrace something i love than live my whole life fearing the pain that might come from losing