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cho eeeeeepy Old ptreon art at discord ask: retrospring.net/@shejiyeah commission: docs.google.com/document/d/1Olytrb4p4vR7pgjHeN5WSzanx65RZvdpmxLJDXoSqWg
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because to love is to fear, and to be healed 1/3 tw: suicide #chreon

CHRIS’ POV: I DREAM ABOUT MY LOVER'S DEATH EVERYDAY. BY DROWNING IN OUR BATHTUB. BY FALLING DOWN FROM OUR APARTMENT.
BY HANGING HIMSELF. BY CONSUMING POISON. I WOULD THINK, "HE FINALLY DID IT." AND I WOULD READ THE LETTER BESIDE HIS COLD BODY.
CHRIS POV: “ Dear Chris.” Leon said in the letter. I WOULD NEVER FINISH READING IT. I KNOW LEON BLAMED HIMSELF FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED. “ I’m home.” Chris said. “RIGHT ON TIME! HERE, HAVE A TASTE.” Leon replied, feeding Chris. I KNOW HE HATES HIMSELF DESPITE INSISTING HE HAS 'HEALED'. “CANT SLEEP? WHAT ARE YOU WATCHING?” Chris hugs Leon from behind. I KNOW HIS GHOSTS WOULD ALWAYS HAUNT HIM EVEN AFTER HIM RETIRING. I KNOW. I KNOW. AND YET. I'VE ALWAYS FEARED. IF ONE DAY, I WAKE UP. AND HE'S NOT BESIDE ME-
AND HE'S— HE'S— LIKE NOW
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2/3

“CHRIS? YOU OKAY? I HEARD SCREAMING“ Leon opened the door “LEON” Chris said “LEON” He repeated “ I’m here, I’m here.” Leon softly pats Chris’ back.
“WHAT'S WRONG! ANOTHER NIGHTMARE?” Leon said “YEAH” Chris replied “WANNA.. .. TALK ABOUT IT?” Leon asked “.. NO..JUST NEED You..” Chris replied “AND HERE I AM.. COME, LET'S GET BACK TO BED.” Leon said
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cho eeeeeepy Old ptreon art at discord ask: retrospring.net/@shejiyeah commission: docs.google.com/document/d/1Olytrb4p4vR7pgjHeN5WSzanx65RZvdpmxLJDXoSqWg
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