I just hope the excitement and energy I have about one of the few social hobbies I have isn't completely damaged and now rotting from it all
At least the soul crushing dread of it spurred me to get started making these maps for upcoming sessions!
I'm back to not really being able to play much tabletop anymore (because of games falling apart) and I keep feeling that longing urge /to/ be a routine player again but it's immediately drowned about by the dread and anxiety anticipating that even if I did find a table it would surely collapse too ๐
Chaos goblin Nok-Nok has succeeded in turning off one of our computers in the middle of a Pathfinder session
I have a few slots open ! Contact me at lolavagabonde@gmail.com if you're interested in working with me ๐งโโ๏ธ
Unfortunately it's more like both my games are entering into a big massive area with rooms in the 30 count and lots of little things to keep track of and assign.
John Paizo gives his most loyal soldiers his hardest battles (Always among the last to get shipping notification and PDF access for subscriptions)
Man what do you do when you're in that funk where you just can't bring yourself to session prep? Like I'm fine running the game and love it in the moment and have so much fun but lately it just feels like prep is stealing away me-time. Probably just burn out from work?
I've been too nervous to actually do it... but I made a vtuber LOL and rigged her for streemin art or whatever. Hoping sometime soon I'll get the courage to stream art hahaha fluffy
