And It was the first and last time I was so dedicated to something I was passionate about. Vtubing. I had no idea how long lockdown would last, and there was no dreading work or stress that I had no job in the moment. I was even setting daily tasks for myself and accomplish them! Idk why, but

It felt special, like I was in a limbo where I can be a human being for a short time and not a cog in the capital accumulation processes of capitalists. A weird thing to say I know. But can you blame me for feeling this?