I’ll never be anything more than a disappointment if I come out. I’m the most trapped I’ve ever been in my life. Even if some say they’ll support me I know they’ll never truly see me as a woman. I’d be nothing more than a degenerate pervert on my dad’s side of the family. Why even bother

I’m bipolar and off medication too, I’m probably gonna end up killing myself anyway. I put too much effort into things