I guess to even be able to vocalize what I’m feeling is a start. It took me about 8 months to be able and tell anyone I had gender dysphoria, and even then I copped out and said “yeah but yk any pronouns.” I notice every “he”. I can’t even come out to my online friends, even tho one knows I think.

I wrote you a long message before I realized there's a character limit and you have DMs turned off so I'm going to do my best to piece it together.