My sister is in the hospital for neurological issues that might be MS (which my mother already has) and I have to work and act like a normal person in front of a bunch of teenagers tomorrow 🤪
Don't know why I keep talking politics with my centrist parents as a radical leftist because it's always depressing. Thinking that even people who say they're allies are so lukewarm about social justice. ANYWAYS. French politics are insane at the moment so 🙃
Anyway the goal of my strength training is to defeat The Curse Of Noodle Arms and be strong enough that I can carry heavy shit effortlessly when someone moves out and let cis men in the dust so they stop handing me the light shit (I have that toxic masculinity in me yknow)
I went on like 3 runs since top surgery and two of them were a disaster (I also did not choose my time/days well and went when it was really hot sooo) so rn I am back to silly litlle home HIIT workouts (I am dying on the floor of my apartment)
📣Friends! Enemies! Vague acquaintances! 📣 Who has a queer adult sff book coming out in the latter half of this year?? 🏳️🌈📚
May or may not have an appointment for HRT in february so like... zooming this transition thing Most of my fears are linked to external threats (transitioning publicly as a teacher in an increasingly fascist country) so I at least gotta try it anyway. Do it scared and all that.
My fave picture is me having the time of my life with this huge bamboo stick I found and pretending to be some dnd monk or something
Anyway this is rage-writing I guess but it'll be a very fucked up piece probably 🙃 Will end in righteous bloodbath, obviously, for catharsis 😅