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Ash is Making Things
@somuchpanash.bsky.social
30+| they/them | Black/Chronically Ill/Autistic | narrator/artist/writer| one half of Starsong Atelier.
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AIsomuchpanash.bsky.social

I'm not even in my own state yet; my wife and I have another 18+ hrs of train to be home. She has guaranteed paying work within days, and it doesn't matter because equity likes playing with their food. context re: negotiations, month to month is >175 more than the renewal cost.

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TIME SENSITIVE My 🌇 company is being shady- holding out for weeks past our renewal date during negotiations, resulting in another too $$ bill, & now restricting partial payments. I need to find another $1271 to pay this off ASAP Cash/venmo - somuchpanash Paypal.me/ashpana

Screenshot of my rent payment portal showing I can only pay the full balance of $1771.49
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Good news- it took a whole extra week, but I'm mostly recovered! Bad news- while I was down for the count, we stalled at 140/1200 to pay rent. If you won the lottery or have extra, your blessings would help these lesbian aunties 🙏🏼💜🌌

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I do feel bad about crowdfunding so much- we were gonna need half that to pay rent before I got sick. But no one in my family is wealthy, v few of us are alive, and we already got as much support as they could give us to get there. For all of your help, time, kindness- Thank you

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*since I posted this thread* I got sicker, hurt my ankle, nearly dislocated my thumb, got Even Sicker somehow, and missed my train. I am having dogshit luck even for me. To be clear, I only have this sinus infection bc of the issues of the last 8 weeks. bsky.app/profile/somu...

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Venmo.com/somuchpanashCash.me/somuchpanashPaypal.me/ashpana The amtrak charge is from moving my tickets to sunday due to getting Graphically Ill and reinjuring my ankle damaged tendon first on concrete. I just want to get better and see my baby graduate ;^;

Receipt for $135 from my dr from tues
Screenshot of my checking and savings showing i am currently $40.65 overdrawn
Pending amtrack charge for $296, for changing my ticket date to Sunday
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I came down v suddenly ill (non contagious) right before going to my nephew's graduation; the medical + rx +🚉 wiped out all of my resources (🧾+ details below) Rn we are using rent 💸 to eat. Hoping for 1200 total by the 4th- blessings and luck are both appreciated🙏🏼💜🌌 🔗⬇️

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I have worn out this meme i think, but point being, can you hear it? The tinkle of clowns laughing and one winged angel playing as the train approaches? We had backup on backup fail... it's lowkey humiliating to need more help after getting so blessed earlier in the month.

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>spend so much on dr visits +medical needs a wild guilt appears >counterpoint, tongue+throat has been so swollen, eating has required chewing on it >okay, new meds. Fine. >Also Everything Else for The Trip >still short for rent 🙃 >gf's phone is dying For Good and needs replaced

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>spend time recovering from that >STILL RECOVERING FROM MCAS STRESS ANAPHYLAXIS >get a sinus infection days before train to irreplaceable family event >go to dr, shots, meds, covid negative, okay >infection gets worse, so more medical expenses >train to texas leaves tomorrow

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Ash is Making Things
@somuchpanash.bsky.social
30+| they/them | Black/Chronically Ill/Autistic | narrator/artist/writer| one half of Starsong Atelier.
74 followers38 following115 posts