Thought thread? About, cringe and shame and, stuff. It's been on my mind a lot lately, because every time it comes up, I just see how so much of me is... held back. Creatively, socially, personally, things I want to say and do and be. It's like I have to keep this "mature adult" facade all the time.

For examples, I have a lot of fun imagining lore for Spood that makes him the royal prince of a spider kingdom, or I like self-inserting into lots of fictional worlds and imagining being a part or being the protagonist of my own story there. But my own self-consciousness always just gets in the way.