I'm SUCH an idiot. I get my hopes up about something and when it doesn't work out I'm absolutely devastated. I've been this way my whole life. I hate it and it's never going to stop so excuse me I'm going to go find a void to scream into.

You’re human, spooky friend, that’s all. It’s quite normal to feel that way. And plenty of voids when things don’t work out 😕

I'm sorry you're experiencing this. Wishing you better days ahead!